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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I try to ignore
But you are the one who is in my dreams
When I wish
In my long pray
Your name is in it
When I’m with other people
You are the one I’m thinking of
I try to get to you
But my hands couldn’t reach
I wanted to call you
But my heart just screams inside
Telling me to let go
I like you the way you are
But you punish yourself for something you cannot be
You avoid all the peoples who love you
You sit in a dark room
Finding some space to breathe
Without realizing
Your silence hurt us
Your loneliness
Destroy you
I see you from afar
Changing to be someone you shouldn’t be
Helplessness tangle me
I cannot encourage you like last time
I cannot talk to you as much as I want
Because although we’re friends
It’s not like before
You close your ears
Shut your eyes
Erase all the wonderful feelings in your heart
Afraid that maybe someone will understand you?
Completes you
I just wish that you will come back
Not to me
not for anyone else
But for yourself
And for HIM
I like you
as the way you are
that is it...
-15/10/2008-
♥ About me
Ain Zubaidah Binti Salleh. 25. Gadjah Mada University, Yogyakarta
♥ Quotes
anything that is worth having,
is sure enough worth fighting for!
♥ things to tell
"a girl who wanted to strive hard to be an excellent daie, still confuse in her way towards her clear goal, easily lost in the world called life, try her best living as a medical student yet easily forget what her responsibilities are, dream to become a doctor who can learn together with the patients about the meaning of sabar dan syukur and in the end wish to end the journey at the true destination, jannah... (^o^)/".
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♥ doa rabithah
Sesungguhnya Engkau tahu*
bahwa hati ini telah berpadu*
berhimpun dalam naungan cintaMu*
bertemu dalam ketaatan*
bersatu dalam perjuangan*
menegakkan syariat dalam kehidupan*
Kuatkanlah ikatannya*
kekalkanlah cintanya*
tunjukilah jalan-jalannya*
terangilah dengan cahayamu*
yang tiada pernah padam*
Ya Rabbi bimbinglah kami*
Lapangkanlah dada kami*
dengan karunia iman*
dan indahnya tawakal padaMu*
hidupkan dengan ma'rifatMu*
matikan dalam syahid di jalan Mu*
Engkaulah pelindung dan pembela
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♥ berangkatlah kamu, baik dalam keadaan ringan, mahupun berat! [9:41]